Kira Joya’s Blog

The Good, The Bad, and the Bunny

Posted in Flowers, Jewelry, Yoga by Alissia on April 4, 2009


Since I didn’t have time to write yesterday, I think I will start there. It was a really beautiful day in terms of finding food for my soul. First, I made up my mind that I was going to get some pictures of the magnolia trees in bloom. I just had to. The magnolias are only around for such a short time that I had to try to capture their essence on “film.” Of course, you can’t capture the fragrance in a picture so it’s much better to be there to see and smell them.

Then, I was in my car, all by myself (which is very rare, might I add) and my husband called me to tell me there is a rainbow just ahead. Sure enough…there it is! I get very excited by rainbows…almost emotional. They are just such a reminder of all that is good and beautiful in the world. I almost brought my camera too, but didn’t.

Lastly, and an amazing end to any day, was the monthly 2 hour candlelight yoga class. I joined this particular studio last month because I was intrigued by a candlelight yoga class once a month. It really is phenomenal! There is a short class on yogic practices in the beginning of the class, then the yoga practice itself, and then there is extra meditation time at the end. You leave the class feeling energized and whole once again. It makes me happy I am making the decision to follow this path.

Necklace from the materials I bought the other day

Necklace from the materials I bought the other day

Then we get to today…a little different than yesterday. Today began with lots of doubt and frustration. I kept looking at the necklace that I made from the materials I bought the other day and feeling that it just wasn’t right. Is it too boring? I know there are a lot of jewelry makers out there so my pieces have to be interesting. I know I am just at the beginning of this venture and absolutely have to get a thicker skin. I need to take some classes so that I can take my work to the next level. There is only so far I can go with bead work, because woven work and seed beads just aren’t my style. I really want to incorporate more wire and metal into my jewelry. I feel that’s what is necessary to keep my pieces looking modern and young. So sometimes I doubt myself a bit and then I talk myself out of it….you can do this!

Today I had frustration with the business part of this endeavor as well as the artistic part. I am not finding it easy to find craft shows where I can sell my stuff. I guess I just didn’t realize how competitive it was. It’s hard to find the info you need to even find craft shows. Many of the deadlines for this summer’s shows are already past. I’ve never done a craft show before, so I’m not sure I want to do a juried show yet. I would like my first one to be close to home, not too small, not too big…laid back. It seems like the craft show people take this stuff very seriously. Don’t get me wrong, I take myself seriously, but come on!!

And then…there is all the internet marketing stuff I have to learn. What have I gotten myself into? There it is can do this!! I chose to do things this way…to learn as I go. I guess all of this doubt and frustration is all part of the learning process. I would rather go through it and learn from it, than stay in one place and live my life afraid of being a failure.

The bright spot in my day…Kira. I took her to the library to take a picture with the bunnies from the Luv-N-Bunns bunny rescue center. This was the best bunny I have ever seen. He just sat there and had his picture taken with all of these kids. He didn’t try to hop away or anything. Of course, Kira was the child that wanted to pick the bunny up. As I tried to take her picture, I could see her start to struggle. I was the only one who knew how badly she wanted to pick up that bunny. She ended up not moving the bunny…I don’t think she knew how heavy it was going to be.

This is Kira trying to pic up the bunny instead of just getting her picture taken like everyone else.

This is Kira trying to pic up the bunny instead of just getting her picture taken like everyone else.

I guess from now on I will have to do a better job of keeping up with my posts…this is rather long. Kira is telling me it’s time for the tea party…I’ll let you know how it is.

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  1. Kim said, on April 5, 2009 at 5:52 am

    Hi there!
    I just wanted to let you know that I know exactly where you are at. There are many of us in the same boat.
    Don’t start doubting your work just because things are difficult. They are not difficult because your work is bad. They are difficult because nothing really good can ever come from something that is too easy and …ok, it’s just a really big world with lots of machine made cheap things and it’s hard to make it against that. (Can you tell, this is a pep talk for the both of us, lol.)
    Anyways, have you tried I have gotten a whole lot of good info from there. And then there are two sites about shows I know: and . I don’t know if they are any good because I haven’t tackled the show issue yet.
    I have also found lots of support and info on Etsy, joining one of the teams there.
    I wish you great success and don’t give up!!!

    • Alissia said, on April 5, 2009 at 12:26 pm

      Thanks Kim! I appreciate the pep talk and thanks for the info too. It actually really helped me too to write about it. I plan to keep going and I know there are a lot of people who have been or are where I am. I made up my mind when I started the blog a week ago that it would be an honest account of what’s going on in my life…so that’s what I was feeling yesterday. Today is a new day and I’m back to feeling more confident! I wish you much success too! Thanks again, I really appreciate that you took the time to comment…it helped.

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